Bradley evolves his philosophy of life–New Years Eve 1941
Material success as it is measured by the world’s standards,
does not interest me. I desire only enough to fill my needs, which
are surprisingly few. I am not ambitious: I have no desire for recognition
either in business or any other earthly endeavor; immortality
does not interest; I do not wish to be remembered by posterity either
as a famous or a infamous personality. I want only to live my years
in the manner that is or at least seems most pleasureable to me. I
have an intense love of all thing s beautiful – this appreciation of
the good things of life will sustain my spirit in the face of any
adversity. My one absorbing interest is literature, I enjoy it more
than any other single thing; next to literature I enjoy: music, art,
and nature, in that order. These simple things will form my life,
and whatever I do outside – will be purely secondary and incidental.
I have a curious belief that happiness is the chief aim in life –
as I see it, the only way to attain that end is to follow the endeavors
which give me the most pleasure and contentment. My ideas do not coincide
with those of the majority, but then, I never did have too
much respect for the whims of the majority.
I am a bit selfish – not caring to use the fire of my genius
to remedy the ills of the world, but I don’t believe the world would
take kindly to my ideas of salvation – they are much too simple for
the Mr. Bigs to even consider. I’m afraid that my naive efforts
toward a better relationship between peoples and countries would not
meet with much success. People have a tendency to distrust and
ridicule the unimposing qualities of kindness and gentleness. I
would much rather make my life a full one than try to convince a
bunch of muddle-headed imbeciles that my way of life is essentially
excellent….
My life to date has been an uncommonly happy one and I see no
reason why it should not continue to be so. Morale in the Beahan
Camp remains consistently high which is not a small thing in these
troubled times.
Wars have the reputations for changing things, but out of each
has emerged a better life for everyone. If for no other reason, war
teaches each generation its particular horrors and futility and that
is, in a sense, education, and while it seems a bit backward, it is
nevertheless, effective to a degree.
So much for the deeper thoughts of the moment…